I wonder what Winter mornings are like.

I was actually thinking, that if the Ipod Touch had a word document program, I’d definitely keep it.

So that every day while I’m there, I take a walk in the crisp morning air, and work on my script.

But since I do not have that option, I guess I’ll just have to settle for writing in my notebook…

Which isn’t  a bad thought.

It sounds all too nice and romantic…

(I try to not to think about how I’ll need to transfer my writings into electronic format after that…)

I hope it all works out the way I want it to! =)

Finally, the contest is over!

Two weeks of memorising the same page, over and over again, and all the frustration that I was getting random WORDS’ intonation wrong…

It all ended well enough, I guess (I need to keep telling myself that!)

3rd prize to show for the effort and skills.

Though instead of an Ipod Touch, I would’ve much preferred the air tickets, or the laptop… Maybe next year I should join again… HAHA!

(ㅠ.ㅠ)

Because I originally had these thoughts in Korean:

세상에 남자들은 모두 똑같구나.

벌써 잘 알았는데 그냥 누구로 인해 떠올랐어.

그러면서 갑자기 생각하게 되었어.

앞으로 있을 애인에게 말하고 싶은 말이 있는데 아무리 이상해도 말하고 싶은 말.

나랑 헤어지면 절대 다른 여자를 위해 하지마.

어떤 이유에도 불고하고 그냥 다른 여자를 위해 헤어지게 되지말아.

이상하지만 그렇게 하고 싶어.

왠지 몰라.

내가 약한 사람이 되었냐? 아니면 그냥 지쳤기 땜에?

역시. 혼자는 있는 건 이상입니다.

I think know that this statement has been used so many times that it’s become a cliche, but men really are all the same.

All around the world, methinks.

What is it that makes them incapable of being faithful?

Is it base instinct? Or is it just that I had the misfortune of seeing one too many of the same kind of guys?

So much so that when I think about it, the first inane request that I’m inclined to make to the new Him is:

“Can you promise to never break up with me because of another girl?”

I don’t care if it happens because of my personality, or circumstances, or even because my left foot is bigger than my right.

As long as it’s not because of another girl, I think I could deal with it.

Wow. That sounded like all kinds of needy (ㅠ.ㅠ)

노세노세 젊어노세 늙어지면 못노나니
Play play, play while you’re young. Because when you grow old, you won’t be able to.

Eugene sent this to me via facebook, asking for my help in translating (you really give me too much credit!). Unfortunately, I didn’t recognise some of the vocab and couldn’t find it either, so I had to ask my Korean friend what they meant. Turns out they were abbreviated spellings of words and/or old Korean (just like how we have old Chinese).

I can’t decide if I’m feeling this way because this event is in total conflict with my beliefs or if I’m simply being difficult and stubborn.

As it is, I do not believe in the need for this event. I was alright and feeling extremely cooperative to begin with, because I felt this was a long time coming, and it was important to her.

But when it has been made blindingly obvious to me that this event is being given -way- more significance and importance than it really should (because it is, for the most part, a superficial event), I’m feeling extremely averse to having to partake in this senselessly-glorified session which should essentially be only about the two people involved.

As if this wasn’t enough to put me off.

Now I suddenly remembered that this event totally ruins my plans. And there’s -no- way I can work around it.

I’m feeling so frustrated; kinda feels like hearing fingernails on blackboard.

That I have to give up something I was really looking forward to, to endorse something I am now totally not, just fucks up my mood.

I guess you really can’t have your cake and fucking eat it.

Ooo lunchtime. I’m so hungry! Oh this is yum! Check bus schedules. Which is the first bus. Which is the last bus. Where is the pick up point? Okay wait this bowl is getting in my way. I’ll just eat it later. Is there a direct bus from City A to City B? No. Alright let’s take the ferry. Check ferry schedules. OMG. The ferry takes 11 hours. Ok let’s not take it twice. Check flights. Great! There are flights every hour. Ooo it’s not too expensive! Perfect! Alright. Lodgings. OMGTHEDATESWEWANTAREOUTALREADY!? Google (my best friend). Man we need to get instructions on how to get to the bus stations. Urgh where in the world is the hostel, I can’t find it on the damn map. Oh wait there it is. Freaking hell, why’s it so small! Hmm, how far is this from the stuff we want to see, really? Wait. How big is the town?? Google. Godamnit can’t find anything. Sigh. Forget it, it can’t be that big. Alright, I should do up an itinerary so that we don’t end up losing days unintentionally. Wait. How many columns should I have? OMGTHISISSOMESSYIHATEDOINGTABLES! Should I colour the table? Oh dangit, I’ll just colour it. Thank god, I’m finally done! Wait, the times are wrong -_- NooOOooo. Ok they’re correct now. Right? Ok yes, they are. Oh. My lunch. I forgot about it. It’s 6.30pm already!? Oh dinner? Urm. Ok! *pours food away*

Annnnnnnnd.

That pretty sums up my day.

But it was kinda fun=D

“We’re not exceptions. We’re all rules.”

But despite everything, there’s still part of me that wishes one day, I’ll be able to say:

“I’m the exception!”

And he’ll say,

“You’re -my- exception.”

Yes, I do believe those 2 lines were my favourite.

I think only divers will understand and appreciate the uber euphoria in the following conversation in going for a 4D3N trip after a long hiatus -

gerard says:
soo long shiok!!!! haha first time man

wen says:
not first time lahhh

gerard says:
but will be more ex lah

wen says:
first time in a long timeeee

wen says:
well we might not do ALL the dives what

wen says:
remember what happened the LAST time we went?

wen says:
*sleeps in hammock*

wen says:
*yawns*

wen says:
Eh wanna do next dive not?

wen says:
*stretchs lazily* aiyah we see where they go first

wen says:
*saunters over hoping they go lousy site* LOUSY SITE!!

wen says:
*runs back to hammock*

gerard says:
hahahaha shit dammit i cant waitttt!!!!

gerard says:
u make me gian

gerard says:
shit that is so the life

gerard says:
dont forget the traffic lightsssss

gerard says:
many many traffic lights

gerard says:
i hope they have a new monkey!

Along with stupid people, rude people, evil people.

Liars should be bred out.

Because liars hurt, and scar and still live normal lives.

Where is the justice.